This world is hard. It has sharp edges and points that cut. It’ll make you choose between love, money and sleep. Choose love each time and sleep when you can, money - only when you must.
Because this world is hard. And at times, it is too hard, for me.
"— Iain Thomas
I posted some looong rant about how awful my day was and how I’m on the verge of tears. 1 person said anything about that, and it was a tumblr friend.
My friend posts ‘I’m going to kill myself. My English hw didn’t save and I still have to do science.’ She gets 4 phone calls, 3 IMs, and 1 tumblr message asking if she wants help or trying to calm her down.
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I was also one of the people that called her and offerred to help. She hasn’t said a word about me having a bad day.
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She has 300 followers. I have 19. She gets asked out all the time. The first guy to ever tell me I was pretty also threatened my friend with a knife and stalked me for a week. And what makes me cry just thinking aabout it; the one friend that knew how to cheer me up, thar I could tell anything to and he wouldn’t like me any less, the ONE person I trusted not to hurt me stopped talking to me a few weeks after I introduced him to her. And she’s completely replaced me as the person he trusted most.
I live her to death. I’m not bitter or angry or jealous or sad. I’m just morbidly curious; what the HELL am I doing wrong? She and I have identical personalities. But she’s still a better version of me than I’ll ever be. Eff this balderdash, I’m just going to pretend my RL friends don’t exist for a while.
I posted a looong, angsty post on my personal tumblr about my best friend, and two minutes later she texted me apologizing for everything. So I apologized for the post and told her I never meabt for her to take it seriously.
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Turns out she never saw the post. She was just thinking about it. So now it’s kind of awkward….
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This is the most beautiful thing I’ve seen in ages :’D I want to see the Perseids in person someday.Perseids meteor shower
Perseids meteor shower captured with 5D Mk II at 6400 ISO
A discovery courtesy of dyslexia.
— I forgot the guy’s name :(
1. Break a promise
2. Make the same mistake twice
3. Change myself for somebody I’m ‘in love with.’
4. Enjoy Nutella
5. Betray/let down/desert anyone
6. Go an hour without smiling
7. Go a day without laughing
8. Spend a week without singing or dancing.
9. Lose myself
10. Join the CIA
Hermione Granger. 14. Gryffindor House.
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oh god i feel like such a literature nerd...
You Me At Six - Fireworks
